What if you have someone who could do things to you that noone did to you before?
Would you be shocked? Blissful? Or just angry at yourself?
Personally, i’m puzzled.
This someone is not only a threat to you, but a teacher, too. Makes you feel both whole, and torn apart. Curious and tired. This someone can take you to a journey where you dance with insanity, you feel the edges of your personality, figthing, arguing with each other.
Still you desire him, even if it’s hatred what lies deep inside your soul. They tell you it is real if you feel it. At least to you, isn’t it?